My Pop Quiz From The Universe
Have you ever dreamed of something you really, really, really wanted to create and bring into your life?
Has it ever shown up only to have you say, “OMG, did I create this? Now what do I do?” That was one of those moments for me — when I returned home, I connected with Sibyl. Excitedly, I informed her that I had been drawn to the circle. “I’m drawn, Sibyl, I’m drawn to the love, fun, freedom, and spiritual community. I’m being drawn, and I’d like to join. And, I’d like to become a Chapter Head.”
Suddenly I panicked. “OMG!” I thought to myself. “What did I just say? What am I thinking? I can’t do this. What do I do now? Can I take it back?” The chatter was endless. I was afraid. I was scared. What had I just committed to?
Have you ever had a “feeling” where you just “knew” you were supposed to do something? Everything lines up for you. Your heart and soul say yes, yes, yes, but your mind and logic say no, no, no?
Well, there I was. My heart, my soul and my mouth were saying yes, yes, yes… and my mind with all its fear was screaming no, no, no!
Folks, my heart prevailed, and I listened to my soul. I listened to my inner voice and “BellePower.” The Universe was sending me a pop quiz. Was I going to pass?
Was I going to follow my inner truth and power? Was I going to acknowledge and celebrate the creation of my desires? Was I going to fearlessly move in the direction of my dreams? Or, was I going to allow my fears to take over?
In true Rebel Belle form, I remembered my steps to freedom and bold self-expression. I let freedom ring and was drawn to the circle.
How about you? Are you drawn to a dream? Will you recognize that dream when it manifests in your reality? Will you pass your pop quiz?
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February 13th, 2007 at 12:18 am
Hello My Dear Belle Friend,
Wow! As usual, Tuck, you rock me with your wisdom and inspiration!
Yes, Yes, Yes! I have experienced that which you speak about! It’s just like the thermostat in the house being turned up or down. Suddenly you feel really edgy and don’t quite know what to do. That’s when things are starting to go your way and those are the times when the self sabotage can really hit home! Your next move will determine what you get. If you bail, then you won’t be grabbing the brass ring anytime soon. Like you, I’m gonna hold on. That just means that the inner saboteurs are popping up because it’s proof that what ever change you are attempting to make is actually working. Stick with it!
Just as you did. I would follow your example. I’ve always believed that the more that we can confront our fears, the more power we have over them. I’m sure that you’ve heard that the best defense is a great offense. By keeping our challenges close to us, we remain awake and aware, ready to spring into action to surpass our fears and make room to achieve our dreams. Hold on to your dreams! That is the vision that drives you forward to manifest your heart’s delight. Thank you so much for this wonderful inspiration. You have re-lit the fire in my belly!
Big Belle hugs to you,
Andrea